NEVER

I waited by the phone everyday

But you never called.

Ready to go somewhere with you

But you never showed up.

I told you important things

But you never listened.

I said I love you

But you never paid attention

I wrote you mails

But you never responded.

I asked if you love me, I asked if you care

But you never answered.

You make me feel all alone,

You make me feel unloved.

You make me feel like no one cares and no one ever will

How can you do that to someone you were supposed to love?

How can someone so sweet be so cruel?

How can I hate so many things you do but still love you so much?

Those are questions that will go unanswered forever,

Because I can ask and ask but you will never respond.

Thoughts of a Princess

THOUGHTS OF A PRINCESS

At peace with myself;

Living this life like everyday is the last.

Sleeping on music, all alone;

Tracks renewing with each listening.

All alone with no one bugging

On what to do ... On what not to do.

All alone with no one bugging

On where you are, why you are there...

Wishing for freedom that eludes culture.

Wishing for liberty that norms forbid.

Wishing for love that exists only in dreams.

Dreaming of a life ... dreams making me utopian.

Why does perfection lies in imagination?

I said a perfect place of abode ... they said Utopia;

I said Utopia ... they said that's imagination.

Living, loving, smiling ... yet with something amiss.

Walking away with tears and smiles, he said to me

'... that am smiling implies no happiness'

Smiling, he said, is a facial expression

Either sincerity or deceit implied.

Happiness, he said, is a state of mind confined behind,

A state that being loved cannot define,

Yet traversing us on the path we desire.

A path we traverse towards fulfilment.